Are you evolving or just remaining where you are with no changes because of challenges life has thrown at you?Life in itself is dynamic & constantly evolving so why should you be stagnant?
11 years ago when I left my marriage, my life practically came to a halt & it seemed like I was even in a retrogression. I went to zero level mentally, physically & financially. I was like a fish out of water looking for how to survive.
Contrary to what some people think, it was a very tough decision that took me about 2 years to finally take.
Interestingly, I had left my ex 3 times prior to this but always came back because of different 'what will people say' scenarios.
Infact the 3rd time, I even went to make an official report at Denton Police station where the officer on duty laughed at me & asked why I would be filing a report against the father of my children.
My answer was for them to ask him to write an undertaking that nothing bad will happen to me if I returned back under his roof.
Despite this, I just never felt safe & chose to finally leave for the sake of my sanity & health. I had developed high blood pressure, was popping pills & gradually getting hooked on Bailey's which I used to take to help me sleep.
Did things suddenly change for the better after I left? Heck no! That was when the struggle began, to reshape my life into a positive & happy one again.
I went through deep depression, bitterness, brokenness & frequent suicidal thoughts. It was a painful process getting out of that space, it took me years & of course the grace of God.
I had to learn to turn deaf ears to people's assumptions, insults & perceptions while rebuilding myself inside out by evolving into someone with peace of mind & joy despite everything.
Your evolution will be a journey & it would be one you should be ready to take armed with adequate information that will lead to your transformation.
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You are such a strong woman
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